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About janicesandeen

Being. Timelessness. The naturalness of being on and of the Earth: communing with animals and humans while being integral with the nature of we. Perceiving humanity and the All at frequencies of all different scales. I write and collaborate with others in the confluence of these. Thanks for contemplating and communing with me or just tuning in for the moment. Blessings from the vast realms of northern New Mexico.

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Mapping the Material World

[written & drawn as an opening to a creative collaboration w/Daniel Ari in some way, shape,
or form for a book of Daniel’s querons* & drawings/art/illustrations of 58 artists – titled ‘One Way to Ask” to be published later in 2014.] 
 
*a poetic form of his design, although this poem is not a queron
 
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We map our existence
with the oddest of things
And yet is it any surprise
really? We being the creatures
Of comforts, habits, all the controls
strung out barely discernible
Yet everywhere we go ~ handling
this, setting that just so,
Hot, hotter, quiet, quieter even still.
Beauty, fragrance, order, mess.
Taste, timing, listening ~ all experience
awaits and awaits, yet also
Passing us by, pondering us like
the creatures we are.
Experience having us, we are
possessed by that which dawns on us,
possessed in measure, great and small.

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IMG_0236Mapping the Material World

iNotice

Incoming

I notice there are things
that
people
tend to notice

There is what I notice
almost
too subtle
to take note

Is there something we notice
possibly
other than
what seems to be

Departure

Walking
everything stays in one place
eyes toes nose
back hand

Notice(?)

How you don’t leave
anything
behind
everything comes with

When orientation is fixed
things return to
the same
the same

Again and again

How often do I agree
even in writing
gross holds
over subtle

Otherwise

Flame light of fire
Musical tonality
Aspiration
Synergy

 

 

Re: Point of Reference*

.

There comes a point

It’s coming into focus

Scanning it, seeing

What it is, might be

.

Reference points all

Around outside inside

Cascading the senses

What to measure or

.

Score

Nothing

No need

Or is there

.

There comes a point

When seeing is seeing

Not a tool to shape

Reality map-out frame

.

Barter coordinate banter

Store hold hand-hold

Tether tie keep

Sure secure free

.

Advantage to what

Who pays the piper

What lock to key

Surveyor’s level rod

.

There comes a point

When no point is

True measure in the

Long or the short of it

.

Seeing

Only

Only

Seeing

.

And as that reference

One to another as

Other to one

We are

.

Searching

The crosshairs

Behold beyond

That I Am

.

.

* new title and layout of an earlier poem

All Wonder As This

All and many I meet myself

the prairie dogs out in the sun

the cat making its loud request

even the band members three

the silent one at work avoiding

the one who touches in asking

Each meeting and non-meeting

escalates the palpability of I-Thou

truly lightly firmly sometimes

fascination igniting conscience

tussle and pull forward backward

separateness stands to be shorn

Like the sheep giving it all over

for some other purpose than

their own, I now wearing some-

thing of the other as my cover,

this is how things get interesting

parsing apportioning we tempt

The unfortunate fate of old, worn

housings that which dances past

and through awkward dreams

unfettered and lost in designated

zones where no key or lock can

keep or much less open or close

Fancy that! How many times so

far have you walked onto That

stage, the one where most divine

counsel awaits ready to invite you

to burn As Yourself and No Other

resistance melting with that ace

As the curtain rises –an exposé

like no other upstages what once

was Now Seen Heard Spoken as

effulgence in the making unplugged

freeing the intermediaries of the toil

of battening down the misbegotten

I-Thou No Other

All Wonder As This

I-Thou As Other

All Wonder As This

I-Thou Be Loved

All Wonder As This

Crowning Glory

I step out barely
— into the sky as
the crowning glory
of all things myself
and not myself

For I find myself
within and between
and without these
wings, one of not
and one of all

Frighteningly so
at first but the lift
gathers and throws
me into the vastness
of this blue ocean

Learning to swim
in the sky of my Being
and not run or flee
but fly as I am
— crowning glory

My roots are freed
riding the currents
along with all that
once fettered me
when I looked down

Meeting these fresh
forces –alighting like
quantum treasures of
that which we Are
sharing now this Crack

Into that fabric of plane
existence shocking me
free of that pondering
wasteland –all that binds
and frets now scours forth

A Song of the unfolded
mystery of the most plain,
dry only of sorrows once
passed over and now
absorbed, dancing as Lift

Within and beneath
these transparent wings
blue as the sky clear as
diamonds polished by
the heart of hearts once
and only always free

Like This

The earth is like this to me
ha bowne doewn doewn na na na
The sky is like this
swee swee swee na la
And the snow
haaah so so hey sshhh

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where and what are you 
to me or to we -- swee
swee na na na so so hey

The river the river the river
sallaway sallaway saraney
eoinden eoinden snaei
The sun shaping of shadow
like this like this
(silently) (silently)

When do we when do we
anina ani na ohw ohw
How do we how do we
like this like this

GO!

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(undercover)

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Can’t stand it! 

So, sitting down now

with these spills

for fingering consistently

unlike pen and paper

\

Q  W  E  R  T  Y

some Jolly Roger

of our time, that

kind of decisiveness

laid wake –Argh!

\

Who’s pilot am I

in this Course of

Consternation re:

(F for Futile/Fluttering)

formation as lark

\

Those wings have

spread of their own

anytime anywhere

can take issue exitus

una cum omnia

\

But do they give

flight (or fight or flight)

where does the rest

(of us) find lift inconta-

minatum ex cogitatione

\

(Out with it!)

/

Only this week, Go! give Self

permission to angst, to voice

the angst of the fool the wizened

fool, the one who rides the wobble

of the world who wears the seatbelt,

the constraint of it all, to this existence

–not from fear of hurling through space.

Rather, in being with it all, that Ride-appeal

a tension of ‘not two’ but then what? What Is.

The body vehicle –check, awareness of the body

vehicle –check, the mind –check, absence of mind

–check! This angst –check; ballast ready for jettisoning.

Navigators –check; gross or subtle, oftentimes imperceptible.

Short and sweet ~ in response to prompts of 10 or 14 words

ten words: Ten and Ten and Ten Again

it

never

really

surprises

me

where

i

am,

like

here

 

Life (No 13 in Musical Humors) :

please click here to see/read this ten word ‘poem’

 

and fourteen words for One Love:

 

until that time
found or not
it rests in wait
there within –the pearl

• • •

A love like this
Still as fallen snow
Facets in brilliance
We are That

somɹǝsault

A ten word poem from the recent IMUNURI prompt this week. I found it came in (two takes) –each a little different.  ¡ʇı ɥʇıʍ unɟ ǝʌɐɥ noʎ ǝdoH

http://imunuri.blogspot.com/2013/01/somsault.html