many, many fantasies ~ the heart of seeming existence
yet another filtering in, bleeding into this moment
bleeding in, the mix of this and that … here …
here and there mixed into ‘here’ ~ then what?
commingling, cohabiting, confusing, cross-pollinating
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thus the nature of three distinct awareness streams
we are the seed and the flesh of this both
being in the now
being outside of the now
being, being as being
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being reactive in the now
being reactive outside of the now
being reactive
we are the seed and the flesh of this both
we grow within the matrix we know
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being repressed in the now
being repressed outside of the now
being repressed
every cell listens to the vibration of the song that is playing
every heart moves within a medium it calls home
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my home is being, being as being
even when i fight this or flight from this
and fantasy fuels the fire of my higher knowing
taking this ride, sometimes with the bottom falling out
surrendering to anticipation as the composer of the score
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i return to being
and here the glory of that return
feeds and nourishes from purity previously unknown
opening out into that wider field
emanating being